It's always saddening to have quarrels with loved ones. Always ended up with heartaches, heart-breakings rather than win-win situations. Well, that's for me.
No idea why on earth certain people have minds similar to freaking hard rocks, no matter how you try to knock senses into them, they just have to shut their minds before accepting it. FML.
Often remind myself to be a laid-back person and stay away from suffering problems rather than what i was last time, used to think and think and think what is the exact issues and cracked head to solve it while persons involved just treat it as none-of-their-biz. No, i've changed since then because i find it appeared as weaknesses to myself. People used to find me easy to bully, often take advantage of me, just because i'm kind enough to lend a hand or 'yes man' without harsh rejections.
But bear in mind, soft-hearted people like me, usually do have sensitive/redundant feelings inwards.
I find myself tear easily these days. Shucks. Back then, keeping my feelings under the carpet then weep silently in the room than showing it publicly. FML.
It makes me think that my heart is such fragile that when i touch it, it'll break into pieces.
At this very moment, i seek solace in Hello Panda. And this time, i bought a bigger tong one. Nibbling it while listening to soothing music would do me better.
Yo black-eyed creature, you're my saviour this time. *snorts
